爱上了

在爱情世界里

一段爱情是怎么开始的？

是否因为恋爱太多遍而不知该怎么开始下一段恋爱？

从没有如此烦恼过如何开始一段恋爱

踏错任何一步就可能毁了所有努力

如果与她在一起却会失去更多

那该怎么选择？

她与我是否是两个世界的人？

我依然还不懂

该继续或停止？

我更加不懂了

有很多话想跟她说却不知怎么开口

狮子座的人就是那么的爱面子？

如果放下了脸皮

就能得到她的话

那我宁愿一辈子都没有面子

就算自己给人说是那么的没有骨气

爱就是让人如此

付出了所有也在所不惜

就连生命也付出了也都无所谓

一段爱情就是这样

简直可以要了人的命

还需要多久自己才不用为情所困？

那是一个未知数

原来

我们的距离原来越远了
我不想再继续了
到了今天我才懂
原来我们之间不止这一些
还有更多更多的误会
无论什么你都站他们的那一边
我不想再放弃朋友了
不要因为你而再次失去了所有
真的很痛苦很累
如果我们真的不再说话了
我也算了
心再痛也忘了
但我劝你不要因为其他人而根与你无关的人翻脸
一点也不值
因为调泼离间而你会失去更多
或许你不觉得
因为只有外人看得最清楚
趁早明白才是最好的
我不再爱你了
真的
没了
没了你我还是能生活下去
谢谢你曾经的一切

May 27th

又想起了你，自己真的那么没用吗？难道就不能放弃你吗？真得越来越矛盾，说好要忘了你放了你，但是就做不到。就算你对我再差也好甚至不理我，也改变不了自己的心。真的应该看破一切，不应该再这样子了。

咖啡变淡了，还可以加浓；
你走了 却不会回头。

Again

Is her...
I dream bout her again...
Again beautiful...
I wonder will she look the same everytym...
But from the last tym I dream bout her itz quite a while...
I tot I won dream bout her again...
But wat the person came into my dream was her...
Aren me forget bout her already?
Y wil she appear in my dream?
No one know...
Except myself...
Maybe I juz can't let go of her...

想你

不管今天都发生了什么
希望明天能够平安度过
无论是否有事发生
时间都在继续流逝
从遇到你的那时开始
每一秒钟都无比重要
对你的思念无法间断
即使在不安的日子里
也不会轻易说要放弃
相互缠绕的丝线中
我们已被连在一起
仍能感觉到你的体温
耳边回荡着你的声音
对你的思念无法间断
找回那被黑暗掩埋的牵伴
从遇到你的那时起
我不再是独自一人
你一定在某处注视着我
靠这样的想法生存下去
无论何时都不会间断的思念
无论何时都不能停止的思念

我想你 嘉

你

如果这个世上没有污垢
我们便可坦诚相爱
为何时光要分开我们的爱
只有现在 在你身边
只要有你 我就会变得坚强
誓言的戒指 闪闪发光绚丽夺目
你会知道 即使再小的梦想
你是唯一 填满我心的人

I don't wanna miss a thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spend with you is the moment I treasure

Lying close to you
Feeling ya heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing

Then I kiss your eye
And thank god we're together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you right here with you just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do

I miss you

I never tot I need you there wen I cry
The days feel like years wen you're not here
Do you see how much I need you right now?
I miss you
I never felt tis way before
Everytingz I do reminds me of you
The cloth u wear before they juz smell lik you
I love the tingz tat u do
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everytingz I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you

My last word to you

Hold me in ya arms tonight
For the last night
And I wil stand by you forever and ever

When u need me
U juz close ya eyes and I'm wit u
I'm juz a heartbeat away
When u need love
Hold out ya hand and u wil touch my love to u
It wil keeping u warm nite and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
But I won't be travelling forever
We juz only a heartbeat away

Everytym our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
I can feel how much I love you
And it's just blows me away

I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side forever and ever
Every little tingz tat you do
I'm amazed by you

This is the last time I put all my love for you
Take good care of my last love for you
Good night

Dream

How many days?
Itz been many days I dream of u...
I nearly dream u everytym I sleep...
Afta I awake from the dream I sit up and my tears flow down by itself...
In the dream ya so beautiful...
V juz lik fren, bez fren...
I noe v ar not a couple...
If can I hope in reality v oso stil fren...
But not...
Afta the crying, I fall asleep again...
Again!!!
I dream of u again...
Wat wrong wit me???
Y can't I juz stop tinkin of u?
Itz hurt and sad...
Sometym it might sweet but mostly I feel sad...
I noe itz not worth to make myself lidat...
But I can't control myself anymore...
I can't control wat to do...
I cut myself...
The 1st cut was so pain...
But afta the 1st cut 2nd cut 3rd cut...
I feel nothing...
The cut is nothing to me anymore...
I'm feeless...
No more pain and hurt I feel...
I juz feel lik I'm zombie...
No more feeling...
No more energy...
No more...
Everytingz no more...
How much I miz u oso no use...
Ya gone...
I can't get rid of the memories v hav...
Although the memories were so short...
But itz juz can't get out of my mind...
I been trying to knock my head to the wall...
But itz stil no use...
If continue lik tis...
How can I put down all the tingz v had??
Itz wasn't me the one controlling myself...
Everytym I 4get the memories v had...
Then u juz appear infront of me...
The memories then came back in a very fast speed...
Kampar was so small that I could c u everywhere no matter where I go...
I reli din purposely to go wherever u go...
Itz truth...
If v ar fren now I dun tink I wil lidat...

Can u feel my world?

Damaged

Remember those photographs we took in class at school
I took them down and keep them in wardrobe and lock them up
Remember on the back of one you wrote we would meant to be
That doesn't really matter now cause I don't mean a thing to you
Baby, you should told me, told me from the start
Thought that I was your only till you put me on the shelf and found somebody else
I never thought that you would ever do that everything we had is gone
Said you loved me said you never leave me maybe I just heard you wrong
Cause I'm damaged, I'm damaged, don't know what to do, baby
I'm damaged, so, so damaged because of you

Get rid of those clothes you left like you got rid of our dreams
Don't wanna be reminded of all of the memories
I used to have the letter you wrote from our very first date
But that don't really matter now cause you threw our love away
Baby, you should have told me cause now I'm torn apart
Thought that I was your only till you put me on the shelf and found somebody else

It's almost like you were never here
I almost feel like I don't care cause I almost got rid of all the pain
The only thing I have left to say is how good you leave me so damaged

Girl, I never thought, I never thought never thought that you do that everything is gone
You said you loved me said you never leave me maybe I just heard you wrong